#53 cheers to the life i never lead.


I could say i’m grateful for the lot that I have, but the predictability of my character says, I probably won’t be.

I am a petulant child, filling out the roundabouts of a crooked life I’ve been hoping to rebuild.

I think of things I will never do.

I lie far more compulsively that honesty could ever justify.

I smile for far more different reasons.

I am the hypocrite I pray not to be.

I am looking for the answers when I should have asked myself the questions.

I look nothing like the youth of literature.

I sigh more then laughter becomes me.

I am but a child who hopes fear can be conquered,

only to continue seeking more fear.


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